I Wanna Go Home

There, I said it.  For the first time ever, actually.  Been living far far away for over 3 years, and just got back from a visit.  For the first time I didn't sit there counting the days till I come back here.  Now, of course I don't want to go HOME home, the same area I'm from.  I still need distance, my own turf so to speak.  So a couple hours away would be nice, but I want to be back there.

Mom, if you ever read this please don't get your hopes up or start pressuring me.  If I do come back I want it to be because it's MY decision, not because of any pressure, and if I do feel any pressure to move back I won't do it.